Tori Talks // Changes

I’ve always been one to play it safe. If you know me in real life you’re probably shaking your head behind your computer screen, but it’s true. Am I loud? Absolutely. Determined, strong minded, stubborn? Yes, yes and yes. But deep down I prefer to go unnoticed, to not draw any more attention to myself because let’s face it my laugh does a pretty good job of making my presence known. I’ve always wanted to make sure people didn’t judge me more than they already do. But I’ve learned that constantly trying to make others happy won’t lead to self-happiness and not everyone is going to like you and that’s okay.
I promised myself that when I moved to LA that I would try new things. That I would take risks and put myself out there. That I would do things that made me truly happy. So, there’s going to be some changes on my blog. Recently I’ve gotten back to the writing used to do when I lived back home with my parents except it’s changed. No longer am I writing about things that could be or should be but instead I’m writing about what is. Whether its advice pieces or simply a thought that pops into my head at midnight, this is the kind of writing I want to do. But I still want to share my love with beauty and fashion and also want to share my experiences breaking into the beauty industry and living in LA. Instead of beauty/fashion content being on my blog, it’ll be over on my YouTube channel.
I’ve wanted to start a YouTube channel for a couple years now but never did because I didn’t know how people would react to me talking to a camera for fun. I feel like it’s something that a lot of people don’t really understand but frankly I don’t care about people opinions anymore. I believe there’s a reason for everything and I think there’s a reason I didn’t start a channel years ago. If I had I probably would have kept it a secret from my friends and family and that’s not what I want this to be. I want to leave an impact on the world no matter how small and maybe YouTube is a way for me to do that, maybe it’s not. But I want to try. 
I hope you guys check out my channel and there will be Tori Talks on my blog with the occasional beauty post every now and then so don’t forget about me (:
I encourage you all to do whatever makes you happy, despite what people may say.
Be courageous. Be fearless. Be brave.
xx,
T


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Tori Tuman // average 18 year old with an overflowing makeup collection and fueling desire to follow her dreams.